Thursday, April 29, 2010

worn out

I'm tired. I'm tired of all of this. Tired of fertility stuff, tired of staring at my chart wondering when or if I'll actually ovulate, tired of herbs, vitamins, temperatures, weight issues, food issues.... just, all of it. I don't know why I'm feeling this way now; but I feel like I've lost a little hope. No, not ALL hope. I still know it's possible and that we'll hopefully be able to have a baby someday. I think probably my meeting with the super doctor will help get my hopes back up.

But right now... right now- my heart hurts. My brain hurts; tired of all the "what ifs".

I'm just tired.



  1. i'm so sorry. i can totally relate. i'm so sorry you have to deal with all these ups and downs and highs and lows. it just plain sucks. :(

  2. Thanks, Kate. yeah, it does suck. no doubt about that.